Its been a while since my last post...have'nt post anything since previous semester of my studies..alhamdulillah..im still breathing,living like anyone else..last previous semester after done with final examination..i have a problem with my sister..they refuse to send me some money to go back to kuala lumpur...but thanks to my friend yusof firdaus...he help me a lot...if there is no help from him..i donow what im going to do here in merbok...
Arrival in kuala lumpur..i have nothing to do...but i have set up my mind and ready to work to get extra pocket money..i take a step..live with my younger brother...he find me a temporary job while im staying with him..staying with my brother teach me a lot...how hard it is to eat without insufficient money..starv for a day...eat once per day..im lucky that my younger brother has already work for quite long and he can take care of me..he gave me pocket money to go to work..yes..i work for the semester break..i work as a waiter in a snooker club..i have a lousy assistant supervisor..he is boss-wanna-be...everything he do..he show it in front of the boss...funny..boss is having a drink in the opposite cafe with the snooker club..he suddenly sweep in front of our shop..not sweep inside...i feel like i want to kick him on face..he is bossy...and what make me annoy him most is because he is bangladesh..he is married to local citizen..sabahan girl..once my indonesian customer chat with me..they ask about that bangadesh guy..they ask "does he married?" i said "yes, married with sabahan.." that indonesian replies "why..always sabahan married to foreigner..?" i was monologue with myself..."bcoz sabahan is desperate i guess" or they are not sabahan..they are foreigner with given ic to vote..-__-" i donow and dont have any idea whether its true about the rumour or not..about giving ic to vote for certain parties.
Ok...done work for 1 month...and been paid..i managed to go back to kedah to continue my study...here i am..study like before..but this semester is my "finishing school"...!!!yeahhh...i want to be on dean list this semester..hope i can do it...actually i want to work because during semester break...is because of certain reason...i want to do something important in my life..ive made my decision..and i walk through it..and now im done...alhamdulillah..to whom i mention here..you know who you are..i love u so much...i will keep my promise..
On a trip for holiday few days back..was the great experience in my life..for the first time...im out of this country..staying outside of our own country make me realize..there is no better place than our homeland..our homeland malaysia is far away better than other country..our goverment provide a lot of subsidies and price control for our need..so that we still can eat with reasonable price..not like in other country..our transportation is also better than other country..i learn how to be GRATEFUL..alhamdulillah..TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU...but going other country is such a good experience...
Now..the only things that mind my mind is...when is the loan are going into my bank account..??im dying...!!omg..please make it fast...my pocket is almost empty...but my mind keep thinking about buying goods, suunto watch...ipad mini...h&m tshirt...erghhh..arif...come to sense..human wants is unlimited...stop it....!!!but i still want...:( maybe i will find another way to get those stuff...ok...i want to start brainstorming...so long guys...
