Friends with benefits

Friend with benefits..its common in friendlihood..does friend with benefits will not consider as best friend...??hmm..kalo nk ikotkan..org yg jadi kawan baik kita..mestilah x da ap intention utk gunakan kita..right..??tpi klo kita ssh..kawan yg baik akan tolong kita kan..?am i right..?kalo kita sekali sekala mintak tolong kat kawan tu..thats called mintak tolong..but if hari2 kita mintak tolong..thats too much..kan..?or dia rasa itu bukan satu pertolongan..tp bg aku itu satu pertolongan..hmm..aku rasa berlalu tidak adil kat situ...bila..hari2 dia buat benda yg sama..as if dia booking utk mintak tolong..mcm dah mesti dia yg akan ditolong berbanding aku yg sekali sekala nk mntk tolong..aku nk mntk tolong org lain dah naik segan..tapi dia mcm x segan langsung dgn org yg dia mintak tolong hari2..dia bila perlukan kami..dia mai kat kami..tapi bila dia dgn kawan2 dia..nk tolong ap pn tidak..nk pelawa ap pn tidak..feel like being used...lucky..my other friend yg sllu menolong tu..tolong saya mntk sign dari industry training supervisor utk internship ni..to you..i say thank you very much bro..u r really the elder brother..umm..entah..mmg rasa mcm its a war..thug of war..when we as a friend have to fight over a thing..and its ridiculous..i heve to depends on my own..even i have my old skool car..i bring it down to merbok..i never giv an excuse to ask sympathy from others..bcoz i am not that type of person who always seek help from friends except if i really have to..not saying that this person is bad..and this person is good..but..u may think yourself..hah..!!continue study..tonight got test..2 test in 2 hours continuosly..ade bran ke bro..??haha..but seems past sem test question is not as hard as it seems to be...ok..gtg..bye..~