Throwback...

Tiba2 teringat..my first 3d movie..watching GI:JOE RETALIATION...its awesome...first movie..kan..?before x pnh tgk 3d...bkn sbb ap..sbb sblm ni tgk dvd 3d..sakit mata..and pening..i said to myself..rsanya klo tgk kat wayang lagi sakit mata..then i never try it..smpai lah tersa nk tgk sbb popo kawan aku suggest tgk..dia ckp..peluru real..subtitle depan mata..kat atas hidung je..terasa mcm nk cuba..then kat situ lah aku tgk wayang 3d for the first time..kat amanjaya mall sungai petani..mmg berbaloi..lepas dri ni..aku akan tgk kat gsc...sahaja..sbb kawan aku ckp..kalo tgk kat tgv..sakit mata..xtaw lah..maybe kualiti video and spek dia kot kan...?but its really fun..and i enjoy it...i plan to watch this upcoming movie ironman 3...pergh..sure gempak kalo 3d..and i wish that i can watch this with love of my life..syg..kita pegi tgk eah..?sy nk awak cuba jgk...^^ anyone..?wanna come along..jom lah..!!heee...anyway..hri ni lepas jawab test..sgt letih..tp member ajak men snooker..and for the celebration i think..kitorg pn main..its fun also..release tension sikit..tapi pening kpala sbb x rehat lg..okey..i need to sleep..tomorrow kelas ustaz daeng...."engkorang...!!attandance penting ye...engkorang jgn x dtg kelas..ustaz xnk..lambat pn xpe..jnji engkorang dtg.."ahhahaha..okey..
sayonara...syg..!!slmt mlm...ohh.. Awk dh tdo dlu..ok..bye..

Test 1 for both islamic capital market and islamic legal framework

Tonight..there will be test for both subject in a sequence..study for a small test but prepare like to face final..huhu..its a killer paper okey..for those who pursuing the islamic banking course..they know what i an about to tell..this both subject is very difficult since one of them is learning about the legal system or law in malaysia and the other one is about the system of islamic financial..i have been prepared for this test..mentally and physically since i sleep a lot during study..seems cool..but im pretty afraid to go through this..hmm..i hope we can do well classmate..go go chayok...!!impossible is nothing..hehe..since its seem ridiculous having two test in two hour..omg..!but i think we can do it well...with bismillah..lets go to answer the test..with assalamualaikum..i close this conversation..with thank you i appreciate who read this blog..:)

Friends with benefits

Friend with benefits..its common in friendlihood..does friend with benefits will not consider as best friend...??hmm..kalo nk ikotkan..org yg jadi kawan baik kita..mestilah x da ap intention utk gunakan kita..right..??tpi klo kita ssh..kawan yg baik akan tolong kita kan..?am i right..?kalo kita sekali sekala mintak tolong kat kawan tu..thats called mintak tolong..but if hari2 kita mintak tolong..thats too much..kan..?or dia rasa itu bukan satu pertolongan..tp bg aku itu satu pertolongan..hmm..aku rasa berlalu tidak adil kat situ...bila..hari2 dia buat benda yg sama..as if dia booking utk mintak tolong..mcm dah mesti dia yg akan ditolong berbanding aku yg sekali sekala nk mntk tolong..aku nk mntk tolong org lain dah naik segan..tapi dia mcm x segan langsung dgn org yg dia mintak tolong hari2..dia bila perlukan kami..dia mai kat kami..tapi bila dia dgn kawan2 dia..nk tolong ap pn tidak..nk pelawa ap pn tidak..feel like being used...lucky..my other friend yg sllu menolong tu..tolong saya mntk sign dari industry training supervisor utk internship ni..to you..i say thank you very much bro..u r really the elder brother..umm..entah..mmg rasa mcm its a war..thug of war..when we as a friend have to fight over a thing..and its ridiculous..i heve to depends on my own..even i have my old skool car..i bring it down to merbok..i never giv an excuse to ask sympathy from others..bcoz i am not that type of person who always seek help from friends except if i really have to..not saying that this person is bad..and this person is good..but..u may think yourself..hah..!!continue study..tonight got test..2 test in 2 hours continuosly..ade bran ke bro..??haha..but seems past sem test question is not as hard as it seems to be...ok..gtg..bye..~

The internal scandals...

Hari ni...hari yg x berapa nk letih sgt sbb kelas..tp agak letih..sbb bergayut dgn yg tercinta smpai lewat pgi..tapi its a good chat and time dear..thanks a lot..i love u so much..sy hargai ap yg awak dh lakukan utk saya slma ni..and i will not take it for granted...okey..hari ni..kat kelAs..xde ap yg best..kelas islamic capital market a bit dull..like always...kelas research methodology batal..which is nice..and kelas strategic management ada presentation tp..i just ignore it..doing my own things dlm kelas..tp masa ad test last2 tu agak menggelupur..smua org sibuk tiru..which is not good..tp sptotnya aku pon buat jgk...tapi aku x bt..so aku fpt 34/60...org len dpt 40+...okeh..lepas ni aku akan tiru..sbb nnt cary mark rendah..org lain tiru..nnt aku sendiri rasa x adil..hmm..mlm dari tu..study utk test rabu mlm ni...ade dua test..mmg goyang pon..si dia tidor awal..tgh2 msg..terus dia lelap..i understand how tired you are my dear...sorry for everything...lepas habis study..lepak2 dgn kawan...open conversation between us..no barrier...there is a lot to hear..and reveal part of secret and scandal...aku tau..diorg still ad sikit lagi rahsia...tp aku rsa itu dah ckup..as long kawan2 dh bukak cerita masing2..:) i love open conversation with my friend bcoz its a sign of how strong is a relationship between us when u talk frankly and open...i discover a lot of things tonight..hmm..but need to remind myself and who is reading this...between love and friendship..there is always race and war...sometimes you have to be upfront to stand all the rest...esok..i will go to validate my internship letter..so i need to go in early morning and continue study for the test coming..i really want to go with him..but other took place while i have ask him earlier..really hate to fight over this and finally..i have to go myself..alone..so..gud night...sleep things..:) salam..

Its a celebration...

Hari ni..ade test..test untuk kelas research methodology...walaupun study sikit2..tapi boleh jawab..hahaa..bkn blh jawab sbb ape pn..sbb open book test pon..prof madya maznah mmg prof yg terbaik..sempoi...dah la mcm kak ton...!!comey x...??hahahaha..tapi ape pon best...lepas habis test methodology..g celebrate dgn classmate..boys only..!!thanks mat supi..bwk kami celebrate lpas dri test walau nmpk mcm kuar biasa2 but to me..its a celebration...lpas habis kelas kami terus pegi bandar..tujuan sebenar nk habiskan voucher buku..tapi x jadi..then pegi karoke sejam..alang2 dah kat luar..kami buka puasa sbb ad antara kami yg puasa sunat..mkn kat hotmas...dah lama x mkn sejak last sem...terbaik..sebelum ni mkn western..rupanya mknanan melayu dia pon best..patotlah tmpt ni x pnh lengang dgn cutomer..mkn yee mee goreng...ade udang..ayam semua ckup..tmbah telur mata pulak..mmg terbaik lah...!!lepas dari tu..p ronda2 rumah tokey village mall kat sungai petani nih...bapak besar gile..rumah kat tgh2 pekan besar mcm tu..aku tnya kawan aku..mat supi..tokey village mall ni melayu ke..mat supi jawab..xkan melayu..!!!so aku tnya lah lagi..melayu ke..??dia jawab.."terang cina punya..." Hmm..mmg cina punya rumah..habis semua shopping mall kat sungai petani nih..kebanyakannya cina yang punya..mcm mn lah eah...mall yang bru bukak kat sungai petani c-mart amanjayamall tu pon milik melayu..hmm..mcm mn lah..diorg ni boleh bukak mall besar2 kat tanah kita..mana pergi melayu..melayu xde ke yg kaya2 nk bukak mall..nk tolong melayu lain jadi mcm diorg..??tapi lumrah melayu..kalo kaya kene dengki..ckp buruk pasal org tu..hmm..bila melayu nk maju..aku harap..suatu hari nanti..aku nk bukak business jgk..ap business pn xpe..janji ekonomi xsemua dikuasai oleh cina..hmm..tapi mmg kita masih ditakuk lama..melayu yg kaya..semakin kaya..yang miskin semakin miskin..kita perlukan persatuan utk buat dana kaum melayu..mcm mara..tapi kene buat lebih bnyk..x hanya bergantung pada mara..tapi itu cadangan aku sahaja..utk naikkan ekonomi orang melayu..hmm..sedih..negara yg dulu dikenali tanah melayu..tapi ekonominya dikuasai oleh bangsa lain...ehh..rabu mi ade test..dua test..sejam berturut2 test..perghh..have to start study..gud bye guys...!!

Bongkak...!!

Hari ni..aku sembang dgn budak kelas aku..x perlu didedahkan nama dia sape..tapi dia nie sembang mmg kemas gile habaq hang..dari member2 mmg dah dengar lah yg dia ni ckp memang lebat nk mampus..sembang x nk jatuh..aku benci gile org mcm ni..sembang kalo x jatuh xpe..ni sembang bg org lain jatuh tu yg x blh terima..nk sembang pasal politik..ckp nk fakta..pastu bila dia ckp..mintak fakta dia pulak x blh nk bg..fuck you..!aku serious x blh blah org mcm ni..pape pon kelas hari ni..x bnyk yg aku blajar..lecturer pn asyik dok sembang pasal politik..please be professional..x perlu kot nk sembang pasal politik dalam kelas..smua geng tukang tilik ni blh berenti tilik nasib negara kot..kononya malaysia boleh jadi lagi maju dari skrg nih..ni ape cerita..geng2 nih bagus btoi..ramai ahli ekonomi perancang negara..ramai tukang tilik..bagus..slogan "ini kali..." Hahaha..nmpk sgt slogan pon pelat cina..pengaruh DAP kuat sgt kot noh..?haishh..ap pon ak xnk ckp pasal politik..cuma aku x suka kalo ko politik dgt and nk jatuhkan org lain..yg kawan jadi lwan..hmm..thts it..sekian..

During The Meantime

Its been a while since my last post...have'nt post anything since previous semester of my studies..alhamdulillah..im still breathing,living like anyone else..last previous semester after done with final examination..i have a problem with my sister..they refuse to send me some money to go back to kuala lumpur...but thanks to my friend yusof firdaus...he help me a lot...if there is no help from him..i donow what im going to do here in merbok...

Arrival in kuala lumpur..i have nothing to do...but i have set up my mind and ready to work to get extra pocket money..i take a step..live with my younger brother...he find me a temporary job while im staying with him..staying with my brother teach me a lot...how hard it is to eat without insufficient money..starv for a day...eat once per day..im lucky that my younger brother has already work for quite long and he can take care of me..he gave me pocket money to go to work..yes..i work for the semester break..i work as a waiter in a snooker club..i have a lousy assistant supervisor..he is boss-wanna-be...everything he do..he show it in front of the boss...funny..boss is having a drink in the opposite cafe with the snooker club..he suddenly sweep in front of our shop..not sweep inside...i feel like i want to kick him on face..he is bossy...and what make me annoy him most is because he is bangladesh..he is married to local citizen..sabahan girl..once my indonesian customer chat with me..they ask about that bangadesh guy..they ask "does he married?" i said "yes, married with sabahan.." that indonesian replies "why..always sabahan married to foreigner..?" i was monologue with myself..."bcoz sabahan is desperate i guess" or they are not sabahan..they are foreigner with given ic to vote..-__-" i donow and dont have any idea whether its true about the rumour or not..about giving ic to vote for certain parties.

Ok...done work for 1 month...and been paid..i managed to go back to kedah to continue my study...here i am..study like before..but this semester is my "finishing school"...!!!yeahhh...i want to be on dean list this semester..hope i can do it...actually i want to work because during semester break...is because of certain reason...i want to do something important in my life..ive made my decision..and i walk through it..and now im done...alhamdulillah..to whom i mention here..you know who you are..i love u so much...i will keep my promise..

On a trip for holiday few days back..was the great experience in my life..for the first time...im out of this country..staying outside of our own country make me realize..there is no better place than our homeland..our homeland malaysia is far away better than other country..our goverment provide a lot of subsidies and price control for our need..so that we still can eat with reasonable price..not like in other country..our transportation is also better than other country..i learn how to be GRATEFUL..alhamdulillah..TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU...but going other country is such a good experience...

Now..the only things that mind my mind is...when is the loan are going into my bank account..??im dying...!!omg..please make it fast...my pocket is almost empty...but my mind keep thinking about buying goods, suunto watch...ipad mini...h&m tshirt...erghhh..arif...come to sense..human wants is unlimited...stop it....!!!but i still want...:( maybe i will find another way to get those stuff...ok...i want to start brainstorming...so long guys...